Monday, June 19, 2006
Hump. well i suppose that i am not myself all this days. it is getting from bad to worse man. simply hate it. Was it due to thinking too much or something else? Losing confidence? Jealousy? Sensitive? perhaps all of the above ba...
Whenever i am sad/depress, i will go a place where i can relax and shout it out. it is a place where you are able to see the planes close-up jus directly above your head. watching the plane landing and taking off simply brings freedom. when the plane is above you, all you can do is to shout it loud and no one can hear you as the engine from the plane is loud enough to cover your shouting. after few hours being there, i felt some how better. i have been asking myself not to thinker too much regarding about my matter. So when i am sad, i am sure u guys know where to find me ba!!!
Saw some show about a true story of a girl. she used to be working as an air stewardess but due to an accident. she suddenly become a person of not herself. she lose her sense of walking and talking. and now she has to learn to walk jus like how a parents is teaching their kids to walk. now every steps she made is a hard one as she will shout. i guess it is rather painful. her loving parents will massage her joints every morning and teach her to walk. she even draws on a whiteboard to show her will to learn walking. when i saw this, my heart sunk. perhaps i am emotional when i saw such things. hope that she can get well soon and the undying love of her parents. so we guys have to really cherish what we have. some things in life is short. DO YOU GUYS THINK SO!!! we might not know what will happen next...
So after watching the show. Seriously i find that no matter in kinship/relationship/courtship/friendship, happiness/kuai le/joy is important. Happiness can bring one person sad mood to a happy one. And surely not all people are able to bring laughter/joy and happiness to you. Laughter is the best medicine.
_________Drifted all the way...___________
penny of thoughts @2:29 PM
