Monday, April 30, 2007
Back for some post. Have been working almost everyday. super duper tired after hard and long hours work. wed went to St James de power house to celebrate Jezebel da jie de birthday. it is my virgin trip and the place is not too bad but i still miss the fun at Zouk or Phuture ba. so many people happen to celebrate on that day man. drink and dance till drop sia. simply had fun. open one bottle of Martell, 2 jugs of beer, 2 bourbon coke, 2 vodka canberry and 1 pin of beer. many of the m1 staff are present and some from other outlet are there too. manage to sing happy birthday song in a noisy place and cut cake too. hope she too enjoy her day.
Happy birthday to Eric, Jezebel, Francis, Fion!!!
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penny of thoughts @1:44 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Sianzation!!! dun know why this 2 weeks simply dun feel like going to school. keep wanting to sleep only. Of the 2 weeks i only go for 2 days nia.
Now can say that i will be busy working le cos i am now stationed at M1 parco for weekdays and weekends. weekdays is from 5-9 and weekends is usual lor. wanna earn more money as i wan to hit about 1.2k a month and for the month of march i have hit a total of 1.8k!!! recently bought a CK singlet and a levis type A jeans. althought almost cost me $200 for this 2 items.
Went tanning on fri. sentosa indeed change alot. getting more and more nicer.
Guess it is about time i wanna go sleep le.. sooo tired after a half day work and tml will be the same thing for me again.. BYE>>>>
Wondering???
Super Vain!!!
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penny of thoughts @3:25 AM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Sick Sick and Sick......
since last thur till now had not been feeling well. thur night still went to Changi Hospital to see doc cos having high fever of 38.7 degree. he did give me 2 days MC but i heck care as i still need to go to school early in the morning to help all those lads to sign in for their IHP. simply siansation lor.
I was happy for a season without one reason.
That unfortunately was about something I lacked, but it was not based on fact.
That is gone now.
I don't know why or how!
I will never forget that season, and the joy of the romantic special teasing.
It felt like an answer to prayer, but it turned into a load of care
.There is no time to despair, but it now feels like prison
Those days were as sweet like the color crimson.
The special times celebrated for only a season, but long gone and lived without reason.
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penny of thoughts @4:56 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Simply tired. Why did i choose this path? Wondering why i cant be like others? Damn stupid to repeat module.. haizzzzz....
Ytd went to town at night to meet up with vincent. Go straight to Mont Blanc to check out on our wallet model so that can ask people to do staff purchase for us. Finally got to own a Mont Blanc wallet le. thanks to rachel for your discount. Then decide to head down to Levis to try some new jeans. intent to buy one as got a$60 cash voucher so wondering what type should i buy lor. after that head down to pepper lunch and starbucks for some chill out..
Today nothing much as went to go for some stupid IHP thingy. Luckily got clement same class as me but he as usual nv turn up. tsk tsk. Nevertheless i ask anthony to join me instead. Guys our beloved class representative change alot wor. Now he take up a new sports which is FISHING. heard some pointers from him and he spent pretty much on tackle, hook, bait and lure. went back home after lecture and out i go to great world to catch movie. initially plan to watch Mr. Bean but in the end we choose THE NUMBER 23. pretty nice and lots of twist and turn and no one actually knows who is the writer until u watch it. Mr.Vincent almost lost his wallet but thanks to the cleaner at food junction who manage to pick up and hand over to the office.
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penny of thoughts @1:57 AM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Been a bad bad boy recently. Almost most of the days reach home super duper late. Friday went over to candy chalet as she was celebrating her 21st birthday. full house i should say as it was packed with her relatives and friends.
Did not stay over as weekend gotta work. Sat seems to have a bad week. barely sell more than 30 sets. well no choice la as i already did my best. kinda feeling moody throughout this weekend lor. After work on sat, dun feel like going home to face the 4 walls than i decide to walk walk around alone till about 1 plus den go home. sunday after work went KTV with few M1 staff. ordered about 7 jugs of beer. had some dice and finger guessing game. damn i was lousy as they are super pro. played some super lame game. Went back at 4.30 man. Simply tired... Sang many sad songs and gary cried while singing. well we could feel how sad he was. well bro, may things went well for ya.
Behind all these smiles left an untold stories.....................
Happy 21st Birthday to Candy. May your wish come true!
Sometimes, it's all that I can do to let a moment pass
To take a breath and face my fears and know that they won't last
To have a thought held in my mind and see it fade away
Inside the pain of tragedy that faces me each day
I feel my heart is racing and the hope that I will find
A bit of solace of the truth that grips from time to time
But fear has been my struggle it has brought me to my knees
And sometimes I'm defenseless as the pain rains down on me.
So easy do they make it sound to rise above the pain
To climb out of this bottle and to live my life again
But where are words to hold me in the sadness of the night
And comfort me with tenderness when I have no will to fight.
Its the nights that hold me hostage and beats me with its breath
Among its darkened shadows is the place I have to rest.
If not the night I'd find some peace and hold myself to stand
Among the words and actions that lend a helping hand
But fear has sent a demon thought to tread upon my heart
To take the broken pieces of my soul that fell apart.
It's left me with this hunger that can never be denied
And though I try to feed it, it seems its never satisfied.
It feasts upon my broken soul and gives no rest to me
It's stripped me bare and left a hole inside my dignity
Now comes the victor of the night to haunt me as I cry
The moment passed and here I am alone again tonight
o see inside my sadness and to find the strength to flee
Among the shadows of the night as pain rains down on me.
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penny of thoughts @2:57 AM
Friday, April 06, 2007
Tossing in bed while having deep thoughts. it has been times where questions keep poping and floating in my mind. If you ask me not to think, well i can tell you that i cant. perhaps i am sesitive, emotional creature ba. somethings i did not even need to ask and i can simply read it through mind. It may be good and bad at times and it just how you looks things at the right angle.
Just feeling down at this moment. Lying down closing my eyes, memories keep flying past. Opening my eyes will see the stars shinning brightly and hope there will be someone beside me enjoying this beautiful scene. For a moment like this, some people wait for a lifetime while some people search a lifetime for a moment like this. Before coming back home today, decide to go down to changi beach. this is the place where my brain can stop tinkering for a moment. Whenever a couple walks past hand in hand i would watch them in envy. Penny of thoughts...................................................
你问在我心中 是否还苦恼
那次受伤 否决了爱的好
谢谢你的关照 我一切都好
一个人 不算困扰
那次流过的泪 让我学习到
如何祝福 如何转身不要
在眼泪体会到 与自己拥抱
爱不是一种需要 是一种对照
虽然爱很美妙 却不能为了寂寞
又陷了泥沼
爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找
感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次
真心的拥抱
我相信在这个世界上 一定会遇到
对的人出现在眼角
能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少
然后得到多少并不计较
当我想清楚的时候
我就算已经准备好
放手去爱 海阔天高
In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky. In my heart there will always be a place for you. For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me. And everywhere I am, there you'll be.
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penny of thoughts @4:45 AM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
I am back.. Well many of you guys have been wondering what in the earth happen to me when i dun blog and stuff right? well many many many things had happen and i am simply LAZY to blog la. would rather keep it to myself.
I lost my beloved grandmother not too long ago. Just before chinese new year and the exam. just this would be the result why i fail my modules ba. simply got no mood to think and ya i cried. I would like to thanks those who came down to the wake and send me regards thru sms. thanks guys although it seems to be about 2 months ago.
Went to prom night at orchard hotel. what a lousy night as keep kenna sabo by friends. i simply CANNOT dance in front of so many people with not my type of music. the feeling kinda sux and seriously i dun have the guts la. well later i should post some random picture. after that went to Alan pub to have some hard drinks.
Now my life is simply filled up. Been working working non stop. i wanna earn more money to save up and help to pay off my school fees as i have to repeat semesters. haiz. sad case. Been working with the usual company like SingTel, Sony and Sony Ericsson. My pay record has been broken by SingTel by offerring a whopping $12/hr job and food was provided by them. i was some sort of buffet. and one more thing is that the whole job is pretty slack as i only stand whole day doing some demos the customer while the remaining time is chatting with those mobile promoters.
Well promise you guys i will constantly blog more from today onwards....
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penny of thoughts @6:48 AM
