Sunday, July 30, 2006
Tired and happy sat!! i am contented. there is a roadshow happening at far east plaza. it was a singtel roadshow that they are a lauching a new broadband service call PING service. WAO! they use my name wor.. oki lame rite?
Saw many singtel stuff coming down for the launch. Sam and Shanna. had a good chat with them and find out that there are too many things happen in Singtel. when Bjorn left in a rush and i dun even know till today. furthermore i still got contact him 2 weeks back. see how fast things change. from what i know that he cant stand his 2 boss. poor him and anyway wish him luck in finding job. there was some nice stunt performance during the launch. blanks was fired and some indoor fireworks. cool man.
Official for GXL League
See bored i am at work!
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penny of thoughts @12:26 AM
Friday, July 28, 2006
Receive email from SA teacher saying that i have to go to PIP class. Damn. that sux. simply because i skip too much class and many work nv hand in. i might even fail my CA. haiz. So damn unlucky this few weeks. May be tml go buy red underwear to wear to see got luck anot liao lor.
Went Holland Village with birthday boy vincent and andre to have lunch today. simply slack there for hours to eat and chat. Went school to collect my bag den skip SA cos simply no mood to go class. went to andre house to play some PS 2 game before he head to hospital to visit his uncle. he drive. i can say is good driving skill(may be is his dad sit beside him den he dun dare chiong rite). but one think is that his sense of direction is VERY POOR. whahahha. buy one directory to read ba.. lolz..
One Super cool car!
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penny of thoughts @2:20 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Went to visit my grandma after hearing her that she fell yesterday. her face was a bit swollen and man she has lost alot of weight. well i guess there is a process called aging ba. and every human being have to go through this process. some do not hav illness while others have. FATE? hump. may be. so guys lets enjoy what we have now. we might not know what will happen next. who knows when u close your eyes and might not open the next day. i am not talking bad but this is true. we have to cherish what we have now everyday. seen and been too much pain i guess.
Simply cant stand my uncles and aunties man. no one visit my granda at this point of time. WTF! dare to say you guys care. well if you dare to say you do, you will be strike by lighting. money was all guys care. forget it. dun want to spoilt my mood. FILIAL is not in your blood man.
Happy Birthday Vincent!! 19 le wor. Be happy and may your wish come true..
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penny of thoughts @2:10 AM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Wakie early in the morning. meeting my friend at 1 to accompany to buy some stuff at far east before she head to work. in the end help her get her stuff at a cheaper bargain and keep thank me. its ok as i just dun wan you guys to spend so much more money on the same stuff as i know where is the good lobang.
After that head to marina square to meet up with Joseph. gossip alot about work stuff. decide to take away Carl's Junior to eat at agency. Mange to collect my K800i le. power camera sia and i love it. theres lots more to explore lor. Finally manage to lay my hand on it. thanks choon hui for getting us the good deal. Pity max media guys as they will be out of job due to SingTel that deicde to axe all promoters as they will be running on computer to promote phones rather than promoter. Haiz.
Decide to go town after collecting my handphone, spend 17 bucks on a piece on screen protector. this type of money cannot be save as i was to protect the screen. Walk around aimlessly in town for about 45 mins with Joseph den go M1 paragon to chat with some guys there.
Finally manage to clear my school fees today. Manage to draw out 1000 buck and found out that i am short on money den decide to find some one to borrow first. thanks ya(you know who you are). will pay ya back when my pay come in. thanks again!
Although now i only have to attend thur classes, i decide to find some work on my free time to help out. Val might want me to work standard on weekdays at sony gallery. thanks her for the job and now waiting for confirmation. gota work long hours through out the weeks le ba. no choice as this is the only way i can help out wit my family issue. too bad i was born wit a golden spoon in my mouth so i have to slog it out to meet make ends meet.
Heard over the conversation just now that my grandma had a fall jus now. wonder how is she now. it has been weeks or months since i lasted visited her when she discharge from the hosipital. and now there is this fall. dun know how the sitution is like. Now only can pray hard that everything will be alright for her and my family. i have to grow strong to overcome this.
Bless me ba!!
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penny of thoughts @2:58 AM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Few days nv blog le. busy working lor. have to deal with 2 phones launch and many people are enquiring about the features and stuff. simply busy and my sales is good through out the whole weekend. next week is also a long week for me. WORK and WORK and WORK. no choice got to feed myself.
Today simply stay at home to rot. not feeling quite well due to stomach upset. tml will be outing for me as i have to accompany a customer to mine to get his phone at far east and got to go agency to collect my phone. In the noon today, suddenly receive a phone call from my supervisor. he called asking me how i was and i manage to explain to him the decisison on withdrawing of my IHP. i was shocked that he did not nag at me nor scold me. all he do was listening to my explanation and advising me what and how to handle my situation. felt so bad so not completing in the project. GUILT is in me now. den send a official email telling them that i will not be going for my viva le. Good luck to those having their viva this/next week. you guys can do it de and some more left a few steps to the end. chiong all the way ba..
Every night before i sleep, will tell myself tml will be a better day and sun is always shinning at its brightest.
Happy Birthday Run Qing!!! 19 years le wor.. wish ya all the best in the things you do.
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penny of thoughts @2:33 AM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
Sigh!! I have finally withdraw from my IHP. To many people out there they might be wondering why i made this decision right. so near yet so far. my project simply sux and i do not know what to write for my report therefore i decide to come out with this decision. so you guys out there will have to see me in semester 7 le lor. this time round i will learn from my mistakes and i will do my watever shit from the beginning to the end. i will make good use of my time le lor. set this aside.. the ohter things on my mind is that how am i going to foke out the extra money for one more semester. about 1000++ sia. HAIZ!! some more money is rather tight recently for my family. shall not go into details but i feel bad and have not tell my dad about my this decision. may be i have to work extra hard to help out the family ba. this morning also wakie early to accompany my dad to OCBC to pay off his car loan, go library to settle my lost card and fines( dun know which bloody fucker took my card and borrow books) and than off to china town to collect my pay check. Yeah as i found out that i got my pay rise le. i no more newbie for sony ericsson and i have reach target every time and became the forth best salesperson in my agency. it was a good news for me as so much things came crushing down on me this 2 weeks.
Happen to read Steph blog!! I HATE CHINA LADIES!! BITCH!! there might be good ones out there but to me i dun give u a damn. they simply crush people family. and i have a attitude is that i dun really like to serve china ladies even though they are interested in SE phone. i just brush them off sayin bits of the fuction. some of them are simply too arrogant. i dun know what those old singaporean ah pek like them sia. WAKE UP OLD HEAD!! they are only into your money and not LOVE. and those ah pek simply use their funeral money on them sia, buy them phone, clothes and bla bla. think again old head. do you think they really love you when you are actually one leg into the coffin le. why not spend the money you have on youe wife on shopping trip or a holiday. if you guys got too much money den donate some to SENG KOK PING FOUNDATION la. Stupid old fool!! arghz..
The only wrong thing would be to deny what your heart truly feels
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penny of thoughts @3:06 AM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
Many things did happen since i last blog. Basically now will be me, myself and i. may be i will be not able to get what i want and what i use to be le. Sound blur? nvm then.
Last thur, it is my birthday. it was a quiet one. but would like the thank those who chip out for my present. i may not know who share it but once i have the name list i will blog out to thank you guys. Last but not least got to to thank the whole list of guys who wishes me. they are candy, si rui, margaret, cheryl, samantha, ai li, kee teng, steph, andrew motorola, jessie, mum, raymond, keng lu, dawn, my sis, adeline and run qing. Thank ya for the well wishes.
The most heart warming one was from my dad. at first we do not want to buy cake as i think no one want to eat and it will be a waste of money to buy one. but he insist on buying one cake for me and he run round HDB hub to find one cake for me. in the end he bought a mango cake. i was touch and we celebrate at home. at first planning to go clubbing but friends cant make it so end up staying at home.
Do not know how to describe my feeling at this point of time.
Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.
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penny of thoughts @4:35 AM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Bleep Bleep!! World cup has finally over and ITALY has emerged the winner of the 2006 World Cup. It has the patience n skill that lead them all the way to the final with France. Shall see more action at the 2010 World Cup at South Africa. Shall we shall see who will rulez?
1 more day to my birthday and 20 years ago a boy name Kok Ping was born into this world. Life had been great so far and what i want i will get it. It is not i pampered but i work hard den save the money to buy what i want. If you ask me what i want for this year birthday, i would tell you i dun wan anything. cos i dun lack of anything but lack of happiness. it seems as though my smile has gone. people asking me to smile more but it seems wont be coming out. i do not wish to force out any smile if i am not happpy cos it is not nice at all and not natural. What i want i dun think you guys are able to give me de so no point typing out here of what i want. it was something simple but hard and complicated. aiya dun bothered go crack your brain to guess what it is.
i shall tell myself that i wanna work hard for my goals in life and nothing shall hold me back even if i am hurt. as for the things i want i shall leave to fate to decide.
直到爱消失 你才懂得去珍惜
身边每个美好风景 只是它早已离去
最后的你 开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她 为什么不把她留下
为什床凰敌睦锘?
你深爱她 这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她 为什么不把她留下
Love is never lost. If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify the heart.
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penny of thoughts @4:31 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
I am down with cold, fever and stomach cramp for 4 straight days le. Man i simply cant get well. Work, late nite sleep and no appetite. Thanks to the Motorola promoter for helping me buy food, drink cos i am simply too sick to walk. At some point of time feel like going off to see doctor but i cant be bothered as need to walk a distance.
Had a surprise when 77th street(2 shops away from M1) was playing I Promise. I was surprised as i seldom heard it on radio or broadcast from a shop. therefore i just walk out of M1 and listen to that song. It was kinda emotional for me ba. First heard that song when some one actually send it to me about 2 months back. and it has been playing in my mp3 till then. Perhaps that song meant alot to me ba.
That all for today. Wanna have a rest!!! See ya.
There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time when we were happy.
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penny of thoughts @5:16 AM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
Thinking! Wondering? Puzzled!! many things seems to floating in my head once again. Thinking is that why am i like tt?? Wondering as in why will like tt?? Puzzled is why am i being as though as what we see in a 偶想据。。 i jus wanna be who i want to be and not what i want to be. i jus want to be myself and not what i want myself to be. there are thousand and one things i wanna speak but is just i dun feel like typing it out. some how jus wanna keep inside me and think. i know it is bad but i jus do not know what i want and confuse at this point of time. Arghz!! There are quite a few songs that describe my feeling and the things i wanna do. But song is just a piece of emotional advice and whether it is worth doing it is a problem for me too. Keeping telling myself is this what i really want and is it worth being this way.. may be there is still do not have a standard answer for me ba. At times do really envy some of my friends where things is going smoothly. Assume Fate is pulling a leg on me. And may be it is just a test for me. Once a lighted beacon of yours where you use to guide me was dark now and have lost the way back...
There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.
I am very sick today. imagine running a fever, cold and some more today i am all alone at home. have to cook my magee for lunch and breakfast as mum n dad are off to work early and return late and now just wakie from the heavy medicine i took as it simply cause me drowsy. How i wish some one could be there to look after me. Telling myself:" Kok Ping, dun think too much just go to sleep again and some more weekend got to work and rest well. Be strong."
I seldom think about my limitations, and they never make me sad.
Perhaps there is just a touch of yearning at times; but it is vague, like a breeze among flowers.
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penny of thoughts @3:47 AM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Things are no longer in place for me any more. i dun know how to put it but it seems derail. From my previous post till now i am not myself. i have hear alot and heard the worse one. it was pain.if you think its right
i shall be your lance and your shield
i shall pierce all who stands in your way
and protect you from all who would seek to harm you
and yet, for whom shall my lance be weilded for, and whom shall my shield protect?
Sound familiar but once reading it now with the feeling of my now it seems rather .......(i dun know how to explain the feeling)
Perhaps i am not good enough and may be i am always not very good at stuff. have been turning things round but it seems turning in a wrong direction. times have indeed change and once a dark life of my was brought back to colour and now bringing it back to dull ones. images were soon fladed and i had to depend on memories and other sources to see the beautiful moment we once had. Haiz, moments of darkness and silence sets in.
Love can sometimes be magic.
But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion
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penny of thoughts @1:00 AM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
WORLD CUP fever!! everywhere we go people are talking about world cup and pub, kopitiam all show live screening and all are packed. damn!! nothing to comment on those matches as we know that balls are round and no one can predict the outcome. For the england vs portugal match, i supported Portugal and even ricardo saves 3 penalty i simply jump for joy. And almost 70% look at me cos most of the are England supporter at the pub. well i can say it is too bad for you guys. PORTUGAL go go go!!!
Many things happen on fri.. haiz it was something not worth mentioning. well i am SORRY. i dun mean to hide anythings from you. but this is the past and i also dun wish to rake it up to say. i PROMISE there would not be second time k. seems like friday was a bad omen for me. many things happen, poor sales, kenna complain cos i nv smile and face black during work times. KAO!! nothing can be so unlucky for me man. so end work decide to go for some chill out session with the promoters. mood feel slightly better and i drink quite alot due to free flow.
My Beloved K800i was launching soon and i heard is second week on JULY. Guess its time to save up some money to change to that phone. WAIT FOR ME TO HANDS ON YOU!!! whahahah..
Today den realise that is was my chinese birthday and my mum prepare some eggs for me to eat. den she gave me ang bao so i guess there will be none on my english birth date. so i will physco my dad. Den also have to go school on sunday to do my IHP as i need my classmate help. Suppose it was the first time to see me so guai at schoool do work ba.
TATA... will be back with more updates...
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penny of thoughts @4:16 PM
