Tuesday, April 10, 2007
Been a bad bad boy recently. Almost most of the days reach home super duper late. Friday went over to candy chalet as she was celebrating her 21st birthday. full house i should say as it was packed with her relatives and friends.
Did not stay over as weekend gotta work. Sat seems to have a bad week. barely sell more than 30 sets. well no choice la as i already did my best. kinda feeling moody throughout this weekend lor. After work on sat, dun feel like going home to face the 4 walls than i decide to walk walk around alone till about 1 plus den go home. sunday after work went KTV with few M1 staff. ordered about 7 jugs of beer. had some dice and finger guessing game. damn i was lousy as they are super pro. played some super lame game. Went back at 4.30 man. Simply tired... Sang many sad songs and gary cried while singing. well we could feel how sad he was. well bro, may things went well for ya.
Behind all these smiles left an untold stories.....................
Happy 21st Birthday to Candy. May your wish come true!
Sometimes, it's all that I can do to let a moment pass
To take a breath and face my fears and know that they won't last
To have a thought held in my mind and see it fade away
Inside the pain of tragedy that faces me each day
I feel my heart is racing and the hope that I will find
A bit of solace of the truth that grips from time to time
But fear has been my struggle it has brought me to my knees
And sometimes I'm defenseless as the pain rains down on me.
So easy do they make it sound to rise above the pain
To climb out of this bottle and to live my life again
But where are words to hold me in the sadness of the night
And comfort me with tenderness when I have no will to fight.
Its the nights that hold me hostage and beats me with its breath
Among its darkened shadows is the place I have to rest.
If not the night I'd find some peace and hold myself to stand
Among the words and actions that lend a helping hand
But fear has sent a demon thought to tread upon my heart
To take the broken pieces of my soul that fell apart.
It's left me with this hunger that can never be denied
And though I try to feed it, it seems its never satisfied.
It feasts upon my broken soul and gives no rest to me
It's stripped me bare and left a hole inside my dignity
Now comes the victor of the night to haunt me as I cry
The moment passed and here I am alone again tonight
o see inside my sadness and to find the strength to flee
Among the shadows of the night as pain rains down on me.
_________Drifted all the way...___________
penny of thoughts @2:57 AM
